3 MAIN REASONS FOR ME TO LOSE MY WEIGHT

I sticky-noted my spontaneous three reasons after having a stressful + unmotivated session the other day. why stress? i feel like i am forced by my mom to go on diet and lose the weight. i was thinking, Why do I have to do all the stuffs when i feel satisfiy already with my own current previous life? 

To be honest, NO, i dont feel satisfy at all. I eat as many as I want dan rasa puas hati bila dapat makan. but in the end, when I look at my reflection at the mirror, I started to hate myself. Most of my friends might not really comment on my body ; that, i thanked them for not giving any pressure, but deep inside me, I know I can 'look' better.

So, lepas habis segala program sepanjang berada di UiTM tu, aku start cuti panjang. i have 6 months of holiday. but i spent the earliest two months doing NOTHING. :'( Mom nags and nags and nags and at last, on 1st June, I made a change. I found a new resolution. I need to lose my weight and become healthier.

You might find my reasons quite funny but if we dont have any reason to live, why we bother living, right? :)

1. Health
I know this sounds sooo typical. LMAO. But i came from a big family where all of my elders got their own ; we call it genetic-diseases. Penyakit macam kencing manis, lemah jantung atau yang sewaktu dengannya memang merunsingkan aku. confirm senang jah nak dapat penyakit penyakit tuh kalau ak tak jaga pemakanan aku dari muda ni. hehe :P
i also wrote "The fatter you are, the slower your movement in any activities" 0.o no offense.

2. Graduation, Raya, Reunion, Wedding
I compile these four main events in my life since they're kinda similar in some way. meaning that I have to look better to meet people...or to be in pictures. LOL. seriously memang frustrated bila tengok gambar raya and i was the chubbiest among ALL. n WEDDING! I wanna be the healthiest bride for my own wedding day in the future! adoi.

3. Finding Mr. Right
Yes Yes. people might say that i am being too synical but life is real. in my own story, I know it's very hard to find my soulmate if I dont get slimmer. Orang selalu cakap, bila dah jumpa life partner, dia akan terima kita seadanya. FINE, i get that. but losing my weight and getting slimmer is one of my effort untuk menyenangkan lagi aku jumpa dgn future life partner. besides preparation of being good wife and all. ;)

Nevertheless, aku sendiri yang tahu tahap kebahagiaan hati bila berat aku sekarang dah turun 6kg in a month. :)