the best New Year Gift.

i was gloomy all day bcos of sumthing. my mood was allll screwed up that i didn't smile at ALL. but inside me, i couldn't wait for the night to berlabuh. *wek*

KBS DRAMA AWARD 2010 made my day! I could watch it LIVE from the start until it ended! the best part of my life when I watched Jaejoong Yoochun Junsu sang Found You on the stage! it's been like...I dunno.. a year? since their live stage on their national TV Korea! it feels so heartwarming and i feel blessed!  ㅋㅋㅋ

  

they sang the song full heartedly. the best cap was when they showed Majun(from KimTakGu) was singing along to the song! hahahaha! gila happy okeh tgok mamat tu nyanyi skali~~!^^ ParkMinYoung xgerak sikit pon dr tmpat duduk dia. amazed ngan JYJ kot~^^

my only ♥. 

tp seyes ar, lengan suit tu cam koyak. apa punya style daa...haha^^

congrats hyungbu sebab bwak balik 3 award tu~!^^

awaited victory.

yes.yes. i know it's late already. everyone is aware about our team's glorious victory on last night. after 14 years, we finally managed to bring home the long awaited AFF Suzuki Cup! ^_^ Congratulation Malaysia for the great job ♥

i admit it. sebelum ni ak memang kurang bagi perhatian kat team local. the only team i took a look before is Kelantan team. since i'm a Kelantanese.wehehe^^ BUT, seriously, our newest Rajagobal young team memang mengaum! Harimau Malaya yang baru kluar hutan orang kata. haha^^ if I were to mention names..sorry. still not recognise all of them. yang kenalnya Safee Sali, Shahrul, ngan Khairul Fahmi. ehh...bukan diorang 3 MVPs k? haha^^

masa malam diorang main kat Malaysia tu, i was at KL. watching it at my cousin's house. memang best gila ah malam tu! walaupon kecoh ngan laser tu, still, Malaysia menang 3-0 gak! tp aku silap pegi pakai baju warna merah mlm tu. zzZZ.. xplan okeh. dalm dok suka tu, aku on9 gak kat twitter. tiba2 naik kat TT #malaysiacheatlaser lah. ap lagi ntah. kecoh kat cyber world pakat kutuk negara kami. wat da hal.. tapi, kitorang x layan sgt benda ni. kami xHOT, kami Cool. matang la sikit manusia oi. dunia tergelak tengok perangai orang kebudak-budakan tuh. tch..#sarcasm (mak aih..pengaruh twitter k ada hashtag ni? LOL)

second match tgk kat umah. walaupon kalah 2-1, still agregat kitorang lagi banyak and lastly dapat lah tayang $100,000 kat depan kamera! Safee Sali skali lagi jadi penyelamat negara sbb dpt avoid team negara balik ngan telur ayam. walaupon Muslim tersilap buat own goal, still, dimaafkan kot. ;) tapi serious talk, Khairul Fahmi memang betul2 mengaum ah malam tu. great catch of every shot! nama dia siap naik TT on 3rd rank okeh? keeper plg hebat n hensem dia ar. HAHA^^ plg penting org Kelate. :PPPPPP

semangat penyokong Harimau Malaya masa main kat Stadium Bukit Jalil.

i love this sport so much. :)

congrats again. :)

keep up the great job guys!^^

OH! even Rio Ferdinand (ManU defender) congrats us right after the winning. such an honour dude!^^

makan trip!

i went to Kuala Lumpur for a whole week before. HAHA! can't believe it myself too. pagi khamis tu naik bas ngan spupu and petang tu we arrived at Shah Alam. my main intention going there was actually to go shopping some stuffs for myself. turned out we ate more than we shopped. :P

first day in KL, we had a dinner at Sup Utara(?).. i had Mee Hun Soup with Hot Lime Tea. satisfyin! but the taste was quite bitter compared to in kelate. :P the next day,Friday is still a working day. so we didn't go anywhere special except watching movie. Guliver's Travel is funny! i like Gary Oldman. ♥

my makan parade started the next day. seriously we ate a lot during our trip. we tried many different foods. makanan yang bukan kebiasaannya kitorang makan. HAHA!

Banana with Chocolate topping Hot & Roll in Times Square.

1/4 Roasted Honey Chicken in Big Taste.

Chicken Chop in Big Taste.

Carbonara Cheese in Big Taste

mine is Baked Lasagna. still in Big Taste.

our side dish is handmade Peperonni Pizza! (was it?)

after the Malaysia beat Indonesia 3-0, we went out to the I-city and had another blast dinner! hoho~^^

the place is called SH Gasoline Cafe.

this is Onion Pasta..(apa ntah)

White rice with ikan masak apa...lupa da. HAHA

mine is Black Pepper Fried Udon.

Mee Hun Seaweed Soup.

the soup is marvelous!

on our last day, we went jalan-jalan while waiting for my aunt to arrive KL. meanwhile, we grabbed some Big Apple Donuts!!!

so many different types. couldn't remember them at all. :)

on our way back home, we stopped at King Burger n had a take away. the size of the burger is big. ayam pulak isinya penuh. salad segar. Nyam! Nyam!!

nak makan lagi!

p/s: Kelantan build a cinema #2011wish

my great boyfriend.

yeah..i guess most of my friends know who he is right? my only one Kim Junsu. :)

writing a story.

i love reading other people's story, or fictions or fanfics in term of kpop fans. i love it how they can easily express their imagination in a piece of...essay should I call it? ㅋㅋㅋ. but sometimes, there is a jealousy in me. i envy to those who can write well but i can't. DON'T WORRY! it's not a bad jealousy. it's a good one. the one which motivates me more to be a better writer. :)

ideas~ please come. onegai!  ㅎㅎㅎ~ 

honestly, i can't write well. i love languages but i dislike having to write essay all the times. you know when we were in schools, some teachers forced us to memorize some boombastic sentences just to make us write good essays. sometimes i feel like it is such a wrong way of teaching. they should encourage us to read more to improve our writing. well..of course, talking about accustoming the kids on reading books are another subject of matter *adeh,banyak masalah lah ngan budak2 neh!* i still believe that it's a better idea for us to read a lot. Hey! reading mangas also can improve imagination okay~? *kalau x lebih2 la kan~*wink* 

nevertheless, having a motivation on writing a better story make me want to improve my language more. no matter whether it's English, Arabic, Korean or Mandarin.., i would love to study more on them. i think i'm gonna change my course into Linguistic la when i pursue my Degree. haha~^^

p/s: it's Xiahday today! happy XiahDay 우리서방~♥

yattaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! i ♥ Dream Team forever!

honestly, i only started to watch this show because of Eunhyuk n Minho. they were two of the permanent Dream Team players in the show. i've never seen that side of Eunhyuk before. he is serious when he's in the game. plus, with Minho around, he feels challenged. haha. MinHyuk are love~♥.

anyway what is Dream Team? "Top celebrities face off with viewer contestants in fierce challenges which bring hearty laughter. Through fair-and-square sportsmanship, who will become the new hero?" --->that is what KBS World website told us.ㅋㅋㅋ .. i'm just too lazy to look up for it. the main thing is, it's a sport gameshow with a team name Dream Team, which consists of so many top celebrities like Lee Sangin, Sangchu (Mighty Mouse), Choi Minho (SHINee), Eunhyuk (Super Junior), Danny Ahn(GOD) etc. they even added Junho (2PM) that day. the most recent members were Ricky Kim (actor) n Jinon. 

ok...so why am I ranting too long huh? haha. actually, my main point is about Ricky Kim. one of the newest member of Dream Team. he's an actor. a korean-american man who has extremely *cough*delicious*cough* body. with his face and ability to finish the game in less than 50secs, yeah....*faint* OK, i talk TOO much. the real story begins NOW.

few days ago he tweeted:

Ricky Kim : Its a great day! Sunny with snow here in Seoul~ i hope everyone has a great day too^^ don't forget to smile~~ makes the day go by faster~사랑^.^♥

so I replied : @Rickykim81 I won't stop smiling all day remembering how cool you are in Dream Team n IF, u RT me.Haha^^

oh btw, this is the not-so-latest episode of Dream Team vs 2PM. 

Ricky Kim is the one with the white headband.

this is Ricky Kim.

then,few minutes later, without hoping for nothing, he REPLIED. n it's not even a tweet reply! it's Direct Message reply!!!!!!!! LOL! n... he said, "Thanks for all the support.....keep tweetn back and watchn LGTD"  :)

p/s: saw his profile n it said he is a down-to-earth person. double :)

♥ Dream Team n Ricky. ㅎㅎㅎ

Park Jaebeom.

ahh..what to do. altho i'm junsu's wifey, i am missing Park Jaebeom right now.!

i dunno when i started to like 2PM but yes, i am one of their fan now. n yes, i like Jay the best. even after the incident. ;( i dunno why that thing happened but it broke my heart to know that he had to leave 2PM after less than 2 years of their debut. (hey...did they even reach 365 days?) i heard so many different stories but what I want to believe is, as the respectful leader, he left the group for other members' sake. n dat, others were devastated with his decision. i dunno for real but i also heard that other members were all crying 'sending' him at the airport n that wooyoung fainted..etc. it just.... it's really frustrating right? Taec even told the viewers that during 'one member' leaved the group, that was one of the most downed moment he had ever gone through.

today, 2PM are getting stronger and improved in so many ways. despite their 'beast' appearance, they show so many talents in various field of entertainment. Taec can act. Wooyoung can host. Chansung can play sport. Nickhun can do CFs. Junsu's and Junho's voices are heaven. they even won some awards on one of the biggest award event in South Korea, Mnet Asian Music Award(MAMA). Male Group Award , Best Dance Performance(male group) Award- I'll Be Back & Shilla Duty Free Asian Wave Award. *hey wait...we aren't talkin about 2PM here rite? heh.. Jay must be feeling proud with the guys. gosh i miss him sincerely... ;)

자아아.... let's do a lil picture spamming here! ^_^

from the left top to the right bottom:

Junsu, Wooyoung, Taecyeon, Chansung, Junho, Nickhun, Jaebeom.

추석,,,,? ㅋㅋㅋ 

 was this when 'I Hate You' song?

look at his sad face when leaving the group!ㅠㅠ 

p/s: will always remember Park Jaebeom as 2PM's leader.

p/s: Junsu in Happy Together was hilarious but i love Wooyoung more! ♥

sometimes it worth waiting. :)

6 December 2010, my parents landed on the land of Kelantan. mom called us beforehand saying that she wants to see her 4 children at the first row at the arrival gate. haha^^ but we're late. (: my grandma n other relatives arrived earlier than us. aku pecut kereta 100km/h pun tetap tak sempat nak pegi terpacak depan sekali kat arrival gate. isk ;(
apa2 pon, both of them are in the greatest health and kerinduan terubat. ♥

part plg best bila parents dah balik ni.. ramai la yg dtg myambutnya kat umah. since ma&pa smpai umah kul9 mlm gtu, ramai la sdara mara dtg menjenguk umah kami. yg lastt skali balik kul1 pagi ha! geng mak2 dok bcakap la sesama dorang. kitorang yg mudamudi ni asyik dok mengilai kat lua. hehe :P xtahannya, lg byk gmbar2 kitorang ni daripada gambar ma&pa.wee~♥

lagi ap ek part yang best bila parents da balik umah?
ahh! dapur da brasap ngan aroma yang sungguh wangi menusuk idung n mbuatkan aku sentisa lapar nak makan. hoho~ washing machine dok bjalan 24/7 n suara ma memekik memanggil kami jga sentiasa kedengaran.wakaka^^ OH! souvenirs dr Mekah juga ad~ ma beli jubah+selendang kat ak. ((: *berkerut dahi pikir bila ntah ak akn pakai*

nope! gmbr xde kene mengena langsung dengan post ini.

just because i ♥ him ;)

hello December!

December..there are so many things behind this month. what could that be in my life huh?

chronologically, i'll stated a few.... :)

6/12

my parents are coming back from Mecca! i miss them. but hey...i think i'm in big trouble. i need to get this house as clean as white sheet!

10/12

Our 3rd semester result will be out today! omo..sudden anxious. -_-"

15/12

my loved one's birthday, Kim Junsu ♥

17/12

Sarah's birthday together with FT Island's Jaejin! ^_^

26/12

TVXQ's 7th Anniversary. AKTF. i will celebrate it with my friend.for sure~^^

OH! 2011 is coming!

first award ever?

haha ! yeap..after blogging for almost two years, this is my first award someone ever gave to me. walaupun takdelah serius sangat, it'still an award n i appreciate it. thanks to NURDINI SHAPRI :)

자잔~~~!ㅋㅋㅋ

(이동해 사진이에요!ㅎㅎㅎ)

so...yeah. this award comes together with questions that i have to answer in order to complete it.

1. berikan nickname untuk saya. ( i'm confused whether i shud give nickname to the award-giver or to myself? but i'm going to follow her step lah)

my nickname..(s). i do have a lotttt of them! if i were to start since i was in primary school, people call me Syera(the official one), syahfera(i got this one because my matrix card was wrongly spelt), sfera(just because the kids start to know that Earth is sphere n it sounds similar to my name), ba...dak(hippo,if we are to translate it. one naughty classmate in grade4 keep teasing me with the name. he called at me n RUN!), xeraxiah(after i start my current obsession), datin (adoyai! because i always late to come to school, n when i appeared, everyone celebrates me with a joy~! saying dat,"ahh...our datin is here. always late la our datin.." LOL! do datins always procrastinate in things? :P), bulat (my face is bulat. soo...bulat. ;( this is my current nickname by the university friends. started with one of my brassband mate n another one called me bulat n he asked me to guling2, not walking. bongok la.....HAHA), wallnut (great...do i have to put it in here too? just because HE(dugong) plays a game name Plants vs Zombie, n my face resemble Wallnut.dunno which oart but yeah..everyone recognise me as wallnut, too. -_-" )

anyways, just call me Syera, ok? keke^^

2. ucapan untuk pemberian award ni.

thanks a lot for making me reminiscing my old nicknames! LOL

bak kata peribahasa Melayu, "terima kasih daun keladi....." :)

3.berikan 6 favourite singers. (suka lah soalan ni!)

.DBSK

(a korean group debuted in 2003. the group of five talented men name KimJunsu, JungYunho, KimJaejoong, ShimChangmin, ParkYoochun)

(note: I'm KimJunsu's wife. ♥)

.Super Junior

(a group debuted in 2005. this group consist of 13 talented-in-variety-kind-of-entertainment-field members name LeeTeuk, Heechul, Eunhyuk, Kangin, Shindong, Donghae, Siwon, Yesung, Sungmin, Ryeowook, Kyuhyun, Hankyung, Kibum. i believe they are the largest boyband in the world. ♥ )

.2PM 

( i miss our Jaebeom)

.SHINee 

( they make me realised i'm already...not too young)

.Nickelback 

( i love their vocalist's voice !)

.Maher Zain 

(he has beautiful voice. beautiful face. n beautiful message to be delivered.)

note: i know..most of it are Korean singers. just can't help it!

4. Tag award ni untuk 10 followers/bloggers.

hurmm..i dunno who should I tag. but i'm giving this award to all readers who read this post!  ㅋㅋㅋ ♥

Have A Good Day!^^

missing my mom lah...

miss my mom lah... i was all alone in my house just now. my brother went to play futsal n i was alone. i sat on the floor.. staring at my house. it looks empty. seriously empty.... i need my mom. it only left like.. 2 weeks before she comes back n i miss her.

;((

dorky kaizoku~♥

i know. i know. everyone has been watching this anime since its released date. i know i'm a late watcher. but still, i'm one in a million of One Piece fan! ^___^ I love our Captain Luffy, Swordsman Zoro, Brave Usopp, Chef Sanji n Navigator Nami~ i love their dorkiness on the ship. diorang memg gila ah.

HOW do i get to know One Piece? ahahaaaa~ i really want to answer this question really.. :) recalling back, rasanya first time kenal anime ni sbb adik terbeli komik dia n at dat time, i wasn't a fan of comics,,or anime. so i ignore it. malas la nak ikut anime2 ni... melampau panjangnya. Detective Conan pon xabis2... 

so, one day i was updating my kpop stuffs like usual n read a news saying that my DBSK will re-sing One Piece theme song calls, We Are n a new song call Share the World. I was like...wtheaven One Piece is? O.0 n then there was an interview when they were asked which character in One Piece suits them the most. some choose Luffy, Usopp, Sanji..etc. So....u know la kan.. everything related to my dbsk, will get my attention~!^^ i started watching it n i really love it. it's more fun watching it with our oppadeul's voices as the background..wahaha^^ the members choose Usopp as Junsu rite?  ㅋㅋㅋ

the latest episode is now reaching 500 i think.. n guess which episode i'm watching rite now? baru 80 kot~ LOL! xkisahlah asalkan tengok. sanggup xtido malam sbb nk tgk mende alah tuu.. haihh..

was i talking about DBSK just now..? now i miss them... ;( JYJ will hold their first concert this weekend at Jamsil Stadium... same place with SMTown Concert but there are only 3 of them tihis time.. huhh...i want things get better!

p/s: Giuliana is a real dork. not to forget her hubby Bill~♥

shud I stop being a Cassiopeia...?

i'm sorry but I can't. ;(

everytime i try to hate them..i will love them even more. honestly, i DON't want to hate them. i just hate their situation. i was finding a good picture for this entry n i found something that is really...make me smile bittersweetly.. ;)

junsu n the couples.

just because i love him the most~^^~♥

Yunho n the couples.

i love his serious but crazy character~^^

Yoochun n the couples.

he's the most handsome dorky guy in the world~^^

Jaejoong n the couples.

he's such a warm person right? keep that jj-ssi~^^

Changmin n the couples.

i miss him terribly! he's like my quiet elder brother...*like i have one* ~^^

seeing those pictures make my heart flutters. their closeness are real. i really want to believe they are real. like how SUJU members joke around together..they dun pretend. but it's really hard to know the truth. Heechul&Eunhyuk's case for example, i seriously dunno they were awkward between each other until i watch JeolChin Note. it's not that i didn't take notice but it's quite hard to notice it anyway...rite?*wink* they always say dat they love each other, close to each other, members are like families.. but still in the end, this thing happened. do you know how broken hearted a fan like me is when this thing happened? i know..all of you are. i'm dying to see the real battle. the real inside story behind all these incident.

let's just pray for the best..ok? ♥

lembu ko00 lembu kooo~

selamat hari raya aidiladha kawan2.. :)

pic credit : pakcik Google.

today is indeed a blissful day but i'm not as happy as other people. mom&dad are not here n our celebration is not as merry as before. i slept at my grandma's house last nite. woke up n get prepared to go to the mosque to perform raya prayer. :)

well..seriously i tot i wud celebrate this Eid biasa2 jer.. i mean..no new clothes n whatsoon. but mom surprised me when suddenly two pairs of baju kurung arrived home! mom had sent the kain pasang to the tailor to get it done before raya. haha^^ so...beraya dgn baju baru jugaklah kami..wakaka^^ since it's Hari Raya Qurban....maka dengan itu, terkorbanlah semua2 lembu yang ada. daging lembu best!

rasa cam nk buat chim chum la kat umah ni.. ok x? eheh~♥

my most important 3K.

haha~ random gila okeh^^

hermm.. 1st: Kim Junsu. ㅎㅎㅎ i bet most of my close friends know who he is. my one and only love, Kim Junsu.haha. Who is HE btw? he is an innocent man. a man who live his life full with honesty. he works hard in what he's best at, singing. he never give up even he had to go through so many difficulties in his life. he is serious when working. innocent when talking. kawaii when laughing n sexy when dancing. he said he dunno how to be romantic with his partner but he doesn't know that he is already romantic when he shows loyalty in relationship. hermm...i still dunno why i like him.

credit: Yoochun's twitter. (YooSu Love !)

errrm,.. 2nd: Korea Selatan (South Korea). 하하하! this one cannot be separated from me lah. everything i do, i will insert KS in it. everything is connected. because of my Kim Junsu, i started to know South Korea more. I then fell in love with it, starting from the language,culture and even the rooftop of Korean's house pun i like~~! tahap keobsesan terhadap korea ni makin tenat since i started learning its language. i subscribe to Korean language learning website, install Korean language learning apps in my phone, i even have my signature in korean! haha^^ gila...kan? nahh...i just love it. watching korean people, there's a motivation arise inside me. they work hard for their life. n they are very humble in manner. suka suki~^^

errrr... 3rd: Kpop fandom! i'm seriously dun wanna lose it. it is getting weaker day by day since i rarely update myself bout Kpop stuffs lately. i dun even have time to watch any shows by the idols. i always thought of spending my time for Kpop in my holiday but in the end, keluar shopping lah, layan movie kat tv lah, pegi bercuti lah, kemas umah lah, balik kampung lah.. hahha^^ wat a life....

ehh, sumer benda ni bkait ngan korea gak kan? hermm...intipatisarinya, saya suka korea lah..!

happy..!

ok. i know it's been quite sometime since i last posted here.

Hello November! hahah.. :P

it's been a quite interesting week lepas exam paper BEL aritu. we had CTU after that, n it was my first time lah hampir cramp tangan jawab soalan pendidikan Agama. satu isi 15baris kakkk~~ what am i suppose to write then? haha. xtau la jwab apa tp tulis je. lepas tu ad paper Account yg membunuh itu. dahla ujan sgt lebat itu hari. jawab exam tgn ketar2 sambil pkai sweater sbb hall sjuk sgt. rasa cm amik exam kat oversea la plak. ahak! awal2 dh kna sound kat pengawas exam, "No communication please!" sbb ak asyik dok bcakap ngan kawan kat dpan.hehe. aww~ lepas jer exam Acc memg rilek ah. ad 5hari gap sblum next paper Probability yg jatuhnya hari....esok. HAHA^^ XERA BOLEH! ㅋㅋㅋ

ai ahad 5.30 petang abis paper Account, kul6 nek keta balik umah. pjalann yg spatotnya amik masa less than an hour tu jadi berjam2 sbb kitorg g tmpat len dlu. hp trus kiok sbb xsmpat charge. smpai jer kat umah da kul10. bkak hp tgk ad 5 miskol. maksedara,adik,mak yg kat Mekah nu abes kol. tya dok katner. AMPUN n MAAP deh blako? eheh.. :P Yah si rumate ikut balik skali. since kat umah hya ada kami berdua+bro, kitorg meng-gori dapur n main masak2. abih bnda yg ad kat dapur umah tu kitorg masak. stadi x pon. HEHE :PP skali skala idup bdikari sgt sronok okeh~?

oh, jamuan akhir sem tuk kelas CSD3CB was quite fun walau xsumer yg dtg.hehe^^ we had fun eating curry noodles made by En.Azmi's wife. it's delicious ++ we had kekacang bought by Mat. ㅋㅋㅋ adeh. saket perut ngan telatah budak2 ni. sayang kamu smualah. :)

Due mencapap.hayat xnampak.miroh xdak.haha!

oh,btw, i haven't told u that JYJ have created their own twitter account rite? YES, u read it right! macam hepi gila okeh sebb dorg pon da ikut jejak SUJU hoobae/sunbae diorang. Yoochun confirmed his twitter (@6002theMicky) on 21st *which was MY BIRTHDAY* n the two Jaejoong (@mjjeje) & Junsu (@0101xiahtic) added my happiness the next day on my father's birthday. i will surely remember it till the end of my day. ahah~ all of them are sooooo kawaii tweeting each other altho they're just sitting beside.haha^^ saya suka sama itu Tiger, Reo, n Jiji. walaupon kucing2 itu spesis biasa jer tp sbb owner diorg sumer kawai2, jadi sy pon jatoh chenta dgn kucing. buy me one plishh~~ *kitten eyes*

miss mom&dad lah... pa dmam skang. ;(

p/s: meng-gori = menggunakan. *wink*

final.final.final.

satu paper dah lepas~! woots~woots~ ^^

but the rests are nightmare. :((((

i'm really not sure about Account. at ALL. it's not too complicated but it surely make me down whenever i think about it. i just...dun want my result drop dead bcos of it. huh.

ahah! let's talk about Calculus3. yeah..love it. so much till i feel like squeezing it mcm org gila n throw it into dustbin. i just hate this semester. (peace kawan2!)

going to study now.. bye.

going back after Account paper to accompany my lil bro facing his examination.haha^^

xera pya parents.

it's been quite long time since we had a family photo. a happy one.

many things happened and the relationship seems cold or awkward between us. i'm not someone who can express my feeling towards my love ones freely. i'm too shy to do that *pipi merah*

mom always express her love to us. dats why i love her the most. HEHE^^ *sorry pa* but i still love both of them no matter what happen/happened. n today, they have gone. gone to the Mecca to carry out their worship to ALLAH SWT. yes..mereka pergi menunaikan Haji. (semoga selamat pergi selamat kembali. InsyaALLAH...)

proses nk pegi tu sgtlah rumit. bukan apa...perasaan kami anak beranak ni da bcampur aduk. i'm not the type who cry easily n i didn't plan to cry at all. i wanna send them smiling widely actually. when we hugged each other n i saw them entering the boarding gate, i was still,smiling. everyone was crying but i just smiled. me&my family members walked to the car n then, i cried. i cried because setan made me think what if something bad happen to them over there? what if...i have to use the wasiat that my dad left me...if something bad happen to them? i cried thinking of that. Nauzubillah.... =/

but anyways, there is good thing behind all these. ada hikmah di sebalik kejadian orang melayu kata... :) i got to hug my dad. i got to take picture with him;with me hugging his shoulder. i got a kiss from mom;full of love one. n then, we got to snap a happy family photo together..^_^

p/s: bestest bday gift; pa tinggalkan his Iphone to me. wakakaka^^

junsu.yoochun.jaejoong.

fine. u've gone back already. my suffer is ended already.

is it so?

huh.

sgt2 la sakit ati semalam sbb ak tau yg diorg ad kat cni but i was stuck ngan final paper KO bodoh tu. tau yg junsu ad dekat jer.in the same country.on the same land we're stepping but i cudn;t even say Hello.or smile at him. ceit. :((

lagi tmbh sakit ati, kawan2 byk plak gatal nk menanya "eh Xera, hr ni bape aribulan ah?" "eh, hr ni 17hb kan?" "eh, Xera bkan arini k JYJ tu?" -haha.

korang2 sgt lah BAIK sbb tmbhkan syuman tawar setawar biskut tawar kat bibir ak ni. korang memang BAGUS.

i dun even dare to online-d myself yesterday. afraid that i couldn't sit still. takut kaki gatal nak lari ke KL. altho i know i won't make it on time. but still, if i just could go...

diorang cakap, "Aku cinta padamu la..." masa showcase. yeah..aku cinta padamu jugak la. :)

junsu ak makin brisi. gud.

P/S: jae ckap diorg nk bt konsert taun depan. seyes akan pegi. ^_^

study mood alert !!

*currently at library with my roommates*

xtau nape study mood da makin mbuak2 lam dada.haha^^
mgkin da sdar dr kot. lepas fail byk test&kuiz, rasa down sgt2. tgk result org len sumer tinggi2. tp ak pya hampeh ! memg teruk sumer2 result. calculus pya 1st quiz, O. (ye..pengsan mak saya kalau tau)haha^_^ Account memg xtau mende langsung. nasib jer pndai gariskan ledger tu. kalu x, memg kena drop ah subjek tu semster ni. haih.. =_=" msa kuiz aritu, bwak msuk toyol pon, xleh gna gak! xpaham mende! sakit ati okeih~ :((

jd stat minggu ni smpaila abis paper last, ak akan study sgguh2 ! ok la...mgkin en.Haniff ad ckap yg study last minute tu da jd budaya rasmi, tp sbnrnya mnde ni xelok sgt tmbh2 kalu student cam ak nieh. ha...tketar2 la tgn nti nk jwb lam exam pasni~! konfem pya.. hahaha :P

jom2, pi study! ^___^ ♥

it's Junsday today!~♥

he seems happy, isn't he?

i miss his laugh when they were five. it's more livelier.

but the fact that he is also happy now make me touched. his musical concert really works on him n he truly enjoys each of his line in the musical. i wanna watch the musical too! ^^ i admit that i rarely take care bout them these days. college is the one to be blamed.i hate this semester. haha. i dunno what to feel anymore; bout them. (kill me) i only have a slight feeling of satisfy when i browse dbsknights, and i saw that each of them has their own good things happen around them. Junsu with his Mozart musical concert, Yoochun with SKK drama, Jaejoong with preparation for their showcase, Yunho with being a cover up for magazines and Changmin with his enjoy-the-free time n upcoming premier of his drama. ahaha! still, i hope for different kind of news. *섭섭*

btw, i promise myself that i will reach South Korea one day. to meet Junsu in a more beautiful way. and if can, i wanna hughimtightly to say that i love him. *ok....i'll hug others too*

junsu bias mood alert!

♥

p/s: today is my sisterinlaw's bday. she is Yoochun's wifey. her name is Am. i ♥ her. but I love my Susu's more.HEHE^^ (gila childish ayat ak!) AM, 생일축하행~♥

disaster day.

*tekkang sero weyh!*

first thing in the morning, i had to stand in front of the class as part of public speaking activities. successfully made a confession, asking apology from the classmates for upsetting them with our 'absence from the CSC class' that day. i thought that i could deliver the speech with more..sentimental feeling but it turned out to be funny.or awkward. i dunno. (first failure!)

we had 2 hours gap before CTU class. went to grab some lunch. i ordered teh O limau panas but the taukey gave me iced tea instead. saying that 'limau nipis habis dik~' ceit. 2nd failure.

went to the Pusat Islam to pray Zohor. but no water! =_=" a friend gave a suggestion to just buy the mineral water outside the PI n amik wudu' with that air. bila turun je, air mineral da abis dijual! (3rd failure)

there were 4 questions for Calculus3 test n i only managed to answer 2 confidently. n realising that i shud only put 2 critical points for that question instead of 4. damn! (4th failure)

got ready to go for bola baling practice but it ended up raining slightly this evening. i was about to inform the coach that i couldn't join the team for the next tournament because it is clashed with Brassband intensive training. i chose Bband lagi lah~♥ (5th failure btw!)

FAIL TO ANSWER EVEN 1 QUESTION OF ACCOUNTING QUIZ JUST NOW. (BIG FAILURE.!)

study group.

ok. study group does work for people like me. i mean, in certain subjects. HEHE. some people might think it is burdensome to have a group discussion.wasting time or too much crowd make them lost focus.they said. well, not for me. i think it's the best solution to get out from blankness.

since we're getting nearer to the final, i dun think i wud survive studying alone. wahahaha. *tiba2 rasa bdebar nk dekat final nieh* OK. i'll work on that more. Calculus3, Probability, Accounting & Computer Science is getting more more fun in a good way~! wait for me 'guys' ! I will destroy each of you in the final. *ikat tali putih kat pale*HUH. V(^_^)V

p/s: got calculus&acc tests tomorrow. haish. =_="

my always dream.

it's always been my dream to be able to play piano well. i know most people said that piano is the most basic instrument out of all kind of instruments exist in this world *exaggerate sket*. but i've always admired someone who can play it well and i have this kind of regretful inside me when i innocently rejected my mom's offer when i was 14years old back then when she suggested me to enter a piano class. can someone please tell me WHY DID I DO THAT? *sigh*

n after years later, i met this amazing group of singer. fell in love with each of their song. adoring how beautiful their voices are. and when one day i stumbled upon a video of a girl playing their songs beautifully on her piano, i feel this sudden urge in me to do that,too. i want my fingers to move happily on that little square thing and produce a melody. i love to see how she can play it very very well. n yes, i envy her. a lot. I admire her. Jenny or keudae@youtube. :)

there is someone in my band who knows how to play piano too. n damn, his fingers are so smooth in pressing each of the key. n he takes request! grrrr...

i want to play piano too. am i too late?

p/s: one day, first thing i'll do to my daughter is sending her to piano class. second would be 2nd laguage class. *wink*

hampeh lagi daa~ =_="

mlm smalam da hampeh ngan dinner brassband sbb hujan lebat+ribut.

mlm ni pon nk ngis pon ad. haha^^ * ketawa lam derita lagi*

mlm ni ad smbutan raya tuk kolej THO. igtkan lepas balik dr test CSC td dptla mjamu slera n amik2 gmbr raya ngan bdak2 kelas ni. apa.......bila smpai jer kat kolej nk dkat kul11 gtu, mknn da abis licin, smbutan rya pon cam da...ended gitu. APAKAH? biasa kalu ad celbration smpai tgh mlm bdak2 ni ON-kan mata. pastu td janji pya la gmpak. siap amik nama bdak2 yg xdpt attend mlm raya ni sbb nk tlg smpankan mknn tkut xsmpat mkan. balik2...satu pon tade. ceit.

sbb lapar sgt, sggup pegi dining tgh2 mlm buta ngan ika n bli burger. sadis.

p/s: sakit prot lepas makan xtntu hala smlm kat smbutan raya mpp. nasi dagang+satay. pergh.

=_=" esk present.xnak!

malam graduasi brassband~♥

maka dengan itu, graduatelah ak dr brassband !!

walaupon dalam hujan.

yang lebat.

dan ribut.

yang kuat.

khemah melayang.

kami kesejukan.

nasib baik sempat makan.

wlaupon xsempat hadam.

sempat bteduh kat pentas.

sambil dgar pokjat men keyboard.

bas da dtg. kami pon pulang. =_="

this will be my top10 memorable night ah. ^_^

nevertheless, we're now a Brassband graduate! the bestest one.ㅋㅋㅋ

visitor spesel khas dr Korea Selatan.

haha!

aritu tu dk surf la tenet ni. bukak blog tu, bkak forum ni. godek artikel tu. tgk gmbar ni. sumer pasal Kpop la kan. pastu tiba2 tjumpa bnda kiut miut ni~ dpggil Buddy. sbb dia tmankan kita dikala kta tgh wat keje kat lappy kita. lepas jer dload sumer Buddy kiut itu, ak pon try la guna.

kiut gila~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!! ak dload yg Junsu pya. lepas ak tkan jer kat 'button' tu, dia trus jatuh dr 'langit'. bedebuk! ㅎㅎㅎ. ak biar jer dia main sorg while ak surf tenet ni. bila lama sgt ak xtgk buddy tu, rpa2nya dia tgh men game ps3~! kejap jalan2,,kejap men game, kejap baca buku. bosan sket dia dok meniarap. bosan sesangat dia gi climb wall desktop ak. haha! mula2 ad satu jer, tiba2 kuar satu bga tulip n pow~! kuar la sorg lagi buddy. haha^^ ah..xnk crita pnjg.. tgk gmbr ni hah~

buas gila panjat wall. pastu dok tkial2~ hakhak

bca bku la kononnya kan...?haha^^

haa...da btambah lgi satu bila kelopak tu tbukak~

kawai2~~~♥