happy birthday my dearest brother.i miss you :)

it's been 3 months since u went to the army. n it's been 3months since our last chat. i've never heard from you anymore. i hope you're in a great health Oppa. :)

i saw it today is ur birthday. Happy 21st Birthday Oppa~! Altho we're from different countries, different religion, different races, n different 'point of views' (i miss it how our discussion turned into debate since we have totally different ways of thinking n at last,we both angkat bndera putih), I really appreciate our friendship. :)

you taught me a lot about what I like the most, your country South Korea. I'm a great student,wasn't I? I promised that I'll be there one day,remember? n remember when u willingly offered to be my tour guide? I'll keep ur promise oppa. :D

You sang me a song once. I complimented how sweet ur voice was. n as reward, u ask me to sing to you. guess what song was it? Nobody~! hahaha^^ altho u weren't in front of me, my face felt sooo hot becos of that! u laughed n said it's good. but i know it's not. :P

chatting with you every night has become my daily routine during my semester break. talking to you at the first time make me soo nervous.haha^^ u didn't understand my english well! n once i said, "Hello?"-in korean, brula u answered me. haha^^ u know u're shy right? u're even more shy than me! but then after few conversation,we've become friendlier to each other. every time i asked you about Korean language, u sabar n layan my ragam. i'm a person filled with curiosity right oppa? U always laughed when I mispronounced any Korean word n i hate it when u laughed non-stop even tho i told u to stop. :(( the worst part when i misspelt the word, "Seonsaengnim" u kept on laughing again&again smpaikan i feel like entering the screen n hit on ur head.!

u might think i'm one of your new ordinary oversea friend but You are one of my special friend i've ever had. u're 2nd after Lou unnie. n that is so special. you both are. I really hope i can meet you Oppa&Unnie.. :)

do you know how much I like it when u called me, "Xera?"

I miss you Suyong Oppa.. :)

fun project.

our English lecturer assigned us to go and interview foreigners wherever we can find them here in Kelate.

She showed us a journal made by previous students. they had these colourful n cheerful decorations plus a copy of CD of their interview with the foreigners. In order to improve our speaking skills, she asked us to do the same thing. Me&Ika were glancing at each other that day, feeling excited already. We had airport in our head. We already imagined fun things we could do when running this project. I wanna be the cameragirl dearS~!

had to submit Principle of Economic assignment by 4.30pm tomorrow. Adoyai....

Jom Heboh!

the first Jom Heboh finally ended their tour in Kelantan few hours ago. :)

It surprised me when I heard that they're coming. FYI, Jom Heboh is a festival where most of popular artists gathered together and tour all around the nationwide. n this was their first year coming to my beloved state,Kelantan. can't believe it happen either. i thought we want to defend our kesucian...?

i went to the festival yesterday. the place was crowded! filled with people came from everywhere.! i dunno there are actually soo many Kelantanese....? bought few bags of snacks.HAHA^^ it's CHEAP. saw so many local artists. But i like the Indian MC the most. dunno what his name but he is surely sporting towards the audiences. Watched Sofaz performed. there're not so many response when they sang their own song. but when they played 21 Guns -Greenday, I Don't Love You- MCR, Kenangan Terindah -Samsons n other artists' songs, they response was so high! haha^^ I Don't Love You was the best! there was a funny man who dunnohowtosingthesong but was excitedly enjoying the performance while raising up his hand.haha XD

Unfortunately,there's one thing I hate the most when a festival like this been held in Kelantan. RUBBISH. people throw rubbish everywhere without thinking first. I could see lots of rubbish scattered everywhere around the stadium! hatedatdatedathatedat! Please be more aware of cleanliness people! I was willingly holding my own empty tin for more than 1/2 an hour until I found a dustbin. Can't u guys do the same too....? :3

anyway,i think that was my first time watching so many fireworks released at one moment. It was beautiful :)

i will miss them. :)

that day felt soooo fast. -sigh-

i woke up at 7 in the mornin just to get prepared for the concert. i dun even have the ticket with me yet.n the concert will be at 7pm on the same day. haha^^ got some problems at Police station (my uncle works there n he had to finish up his work before we could go to KL. had an hour of journey n we arrived KL at 11am.

I quickly dashed to MyStar shop to collect my ticket. Got it~~! there were like 100 people around the shop buying all Suju's merchandises. there're only few things left since i went there quite late. thank God that I could grab some of the keychains, t-shirts, a bag n a glowstick. :D Spent almost rm600 in less than 2hours. iknowi'mcrazy. thank u. :)

my tickets!

it said "Yoochun loves Junsu"

ㅋㅋㅋ

my plan to go to PWTC to attend Karangkraf exhibition was cancelled cause i forced my aunt to straight away sent us to the Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil. It was near to 4pm at the moment. we nearly lost when my uncle couldn't find the entrance.haha^^ but since the Blue Ocean were soo obvious even from far, we could finally found the gathering place. there were like thousand of people already been queueing in front of the entrance. All the merchandise booth had 'licin' n there're none left for me to buy. :( feelinahugeregretfornotgoinghtereearlier. :(( made a couple of friend over there.! one of them are currently applying to be a lecturer at my campus! praying that she won't be my lecturer.hahahaXD

lots of thing happened before we entered the stadium. i met Zai unnie at last~~ :D we chatted a lil bit n i sempat wished her good luck in her flight to Korea on 27th. Have a safe journey unnie~! it started to rain a bit n the fans started to bukak their umbrella.haha^^ i stood over there nearly 2hours before finally, they opened the entrance door n people started pushing like crazy. me n my friends kept holding each others' hand n stuck around together. dun wanna separate la~! haha^^ the RELA (= police) officer didn't allow us to bring food n drink into the stadium so they just threw away all the food they found in our bag. Uhhh....the entrance stink! there were lots of garbage n it's EWWWW..! after pushing here&there, we finally entered the stadium!!! glad that they have air conditioner in it. :)

-cut-

the concert started at 8pm altho the ticket stated at 7.huh. anyway...the opening was awesome~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they started with the guest artist. Thomas Jack did a great job while Ikhwal was OK. After waiting for so many hours, they're finally appeared from sooo many different angle! thefans at the rm128 seats were so lucky because they were so near to them~! i have donghae at my side~!!! he was so damn handsome! i was stunned but i felt nothing. their faces were so clear n it seems like 10 angels were standing in front of me. they started with A Man in Love (ibelieve..) my eyes only focused on EunHae since they're dancing at the main stage while others went to other junctions (it's quite far.. -sigh- ) I love Hyukkie the most (haveItoldUbe4?) n my brain couldn't really work watching him dancing. I forgot the sequences so i just jot down what I remembered.

i just realised this picture has ALL of them.that came.

it's not a clear picture tho. :!

their introduction was funny~! the 'computerized' MC announced each of their names n they went out showing their dorkiness.haha^^ Heenim manage to make us shouted "Saranghae Kim Heechul!" while Kyu made some effort saying "Apa khabar Malaysia" or "Kamu semua bagus" or something.in Malay.it's not so clear. Siwon showed some of his abs if i'm not mistaken. yeah..he made some fan service over there. forgot the others.

-will edit when i recalled-

oh! the Msian ELF did some preparation before the concert. we all planned to change the blue light into white light during Shining Star. It was so beautiful. I could see some impressed expression from the members. Donghae&Kyuhyun were the nearest to our area during the song. Kyu was attracted to our white ring-shaped lamp so he asked one from the fan. one of them threw it to him but he couldn't catch it. so another fan did the same thing n he grabbed it n wore it at his fingers. Surprisingly, people started to throw theirs towards him so i was worried to death that it might hit him.haha^^ gladthatitdidn'thappen. he showed some appreciation when waving his hand together with us. the song itself was so beautiful when all the members always smile while singing. gahh..ilovethem.

OH. they sang Chuu~ by FX!!!!! Chul as Suli. Wookie,Hyukkie,ShinD n Donghae also impersonated each of FX's members~! Donghae as Amber~!!! n he was soooo handsome with the cap on his head. he rapped just like amber.haha^^ they're suit as twins perfectly. :D they continued the performance with Rokgugoh wearing the same girls' outfit.hhaha^^ they really did enjoy themselves on stage. Our Love also made me feel soooo 'lapang dada' watching them sitting on the stairs n sang together. we all managed to do the fanchant during "Saranghaeyo Kim Ryeowook~" Hyukkie did stand up n said by himself so that the fans followed him shouting, "Saranghaeyo Lee Hyukjae~"haha. during Kyu's part, ShinD pushed him aside n miming his voice n both ShinD&Hyukkie did some breakdance to the song. sooo not suit la oppa.haha^^

like tvxq's concert last time., they still shot us with water guns during Carnival. shinD made my face wet. tenkiu Oppa.loveyoutodeath.haha^^ Donghae n Hyukkie had a serious waterfight with the fans. muka dorg geram nk mampos masa dok menembak the fans. ShinD opened a bottle of mineral n threw the water on us while walking along the stage. they're soo naughty! OH,sungminnie collected all the ring-shaped lamp that fans threw on the stage n wore it at all his fingers. he showed it to us n made a 'kamen rider' pose. HAHA^^ solo stage by him also were so beautiful. he played keyboard by himself n sing fullheartedly. love his voice. KRY performed Heartquake n Hyukkie replaced 2U dring the rap part. but he was soo far from me. ;( nevertheless,it's a greatt performance. Did I say anything about SUJUM? Henry went out first showing off some Violin skills. he's soooo cute to me! n the violin performance was awesome! together with keyboard played by wookie. siwonnie appeared few minutes after singing a solo song. after that, all the SJM members gathered on stage except Zhoumi.(at first la) they sang a slow mandarin song (sorrythatidunnowhatthetitleis) i like the song. the crowd went crazy when Zhoumi APPEARED! the good thing is, all the chinese fans sang along with them. they straight away performed Super Girl!! (if there's only Hankyung..... ;( ) The crowd become crazier during the chorus part. we all sang together as ONE. GAHH...so many to be told.

The encore was the best. they sang Marry You n Teukie let one of the fan sang "I do~!" at the mic. others keep shouting "Saranghaae" at every part of song. they ended the concert with all of them gathered at the middle stage n teukie made some speech which was translated by Siwon in english. his eng was OK. i could understand it. i do understand it in Korean also. only a lil bit la. wakaka^^ They said that they're preparing for their 4th album n hope that the fans will keep supporting them. Teukie said, "Everyone say SaJib Daebak~!" n we replied "SaJib Daebak!" which literally means "4th Album will be great!"

we also added "Suju Daebak!!" at the end of their speech.

after the concert ended.

feelin sad to go home.. ;(

Im going to miss them forever.

iwantthis,iwantthat!

can i get this one?

love this one!

like this one!

give me this!

wanna have this!!

saw all these in a japanese website *forgot its name*

their prices are soooooo affordable!

RM60-99 only!

My only problem is MONEY.

love

we were eating our lunch this afternoon when suddenly one of us brought up a hot topic for discussion.

"ehh..we're already 19 this year. don't u afraid for not having a boyfriend?"

uhhhh..we did sound hentai huh? anyways,like this topic. :))

had a great debating during our lunch time on what type of guy shud we choose as the partner of our life. i told the girls dat i wanna choose my own life partner instead of accepting our parents' choice n we all agreed with me. :)

but when i reached home, mom told me that there's one aunty in our village that is alwaysss asking bout me. n mom was having a thought in her mind, 'eii...makcik ni bkenan kat ank ak k?' HAHA. i feel like i was slapped by a big giant hand. :/ dunwantmyfuturetobelikedat!!

n i am right now..feeling uncertain.

today is....18th March???

feelin excited like a heaven now!!

i'm still in college rite now. packing up my things to go home. my brother is picking me up in less than an hour.

tomorrow morning,i will take a bus to Kuala Lumpur. thank God i have my super duper lovely aunty that i can stay with over there. Love u ceksu :)

what's going to be next..............? ...... ;)

SPSS

forgot already its definition..

but we're currently using it for our research.

it's actually a software that we use in analysing all the data that we've collected in the research.

n HUH. we felt regret for making lots of question in the questionnaire since there're lots of things to be keyed in!

it's not even half of the data. :((

it's FUN tho. :)

.oldies.60's.twist.

we had a sudden club meeting last night n we were informed that we,the sophomores have to perfom during our Annual Dinner nite. great. we were divided into 2 grups n my group were asked to dance to 60's songs. after a longgg & somanycreativebutsometimeridiculoussuggestion discussion, we're all agreed on combining modern&retro dances. since i was quite inactive in dancing,i rejected shuffling&breakdancing. instead,i chose to dance to 60's. :)

I dun even know whether i could make it on the dinner day since it's in 21st March nite. n i might arrive home on dat sunday evening. But anyways, we did some movement practice tonight. It's easy actually.. we just have to shake&twist our body&legs~ haha^^ But fordbsjsupershow2dat'sgointobeheldthissaturday sake, I'm embarrassed! I'm not used to dancing. n,performing in front of so many people.? STAGE is really really not my thing. I prefer being a stage manager more. :)

but again, after a quick discussion 3hours ago, i'm making some effort by finding the old dance cheeky songs that can suit our theme. I found lots of late P.Ramlee,our legendary artist,'s videos in the net n his works never fail to impress us,especially Malaysians. I felt a sudden love&miss towards him. He died when I wasn't even borned yet. But me, as one of his artworks' fan, appreciate him as the irreplaceable person in the world..

IloveyouP.Ramlee. May Allah bless You...

Anyway,i think Bunyi Gitar & Pesta Muda Mudi are two of the good choices. i like Bunyi Gitar the most. just wait n c. :)

.missing.

i am missing my boys.

Where are they?

What are they doing?

.....

I'm missing the old days.

camping.leech.

had a 3days camping last weekend. i went back to the hostel smelling like a drain! *bak kata2 melayu, bau cam longkang!*

we were divided into 4 groups n were asked to create team's name, our trademarks n drew our own flag on Thursday. since our commander named Jimmy and Intan, we combined their name n borned with JimTan. (literally means A genie with Diamond in the hand) there's nothing much happened on thursday as we only stayed inside the campus area. n it's not a real camping yet as we could still go back to our dorm to sleep. the real challenge came on the nextt day. =D

we had a tai-chi first thing on friday morning. (taichi la sgt~~ HAHA) We also played a few games just to test on our cooperation among the members. MAKE THE LONGEST LINE FROM 20 MEMBERS OF YOUR GROUP. we took off our caps, shoes, shoe laces n socks & arranged all those things in a line n lay on the ground n stretched our leg as long as possible! n guess what? Our JimTan wonnnnnnn! ^_^

We headed to our base camp at 3pm. It took us more than 30 minutes to reach there. We walked,fyi. Climbing the steep mountain was so damn tirin! n i had to bring a pack of eggs some more! to make it worse, it was raining at the moment.lightly. Putting up the tents and finding big strong wood in the 'jungle' were some of my new experiences. so many things happened during the day n i;m so tired to write about it.

That night was quite 'walawah'~! The generator suddenly died n all the lamps went out! the whole base camp were out of light! we dun have a single light n we're in the middle of jungle! i could only heard the sound of crickets (n some of them sounded sooooo scary) we had to cancel our performance on that nite. instead, we enjoyed eating satay in the middle of the wood~! wakaka^^

the next day before going back, we had a nice&challenging jungle trekking. 10 most fit persons in each group were chosen to go for the explorace &imoneofthem. :) We had 3 checkpoints whereby in the 1st CP,we had to cook instant noodle (lighted up ur own fire,find ur own woods, boiled ur own water,eat it before 25minuted ended), 2nd CP was constructing (find a strong chopped wood, tied up the wood n built a chair. a member was asked to sit on it for 1min n u're passed!) the 3rd one was finding a treasure using compass (our group did it in 5 minutes while others spent more than 10minutes each. :D ). the last one was a task before going back to the base camp. We had to cross a confluent n dived in it to grab a handful of died leaves at the bottom of the water. i feel nothing at all until we finally arrived our 'home'. Feeling uncomfortable, I went to check my ownself in the toilet...n gahhh. I found a leech on my feet! a big one that was happily sucking my blood! another one was on my neck which made me feel like taking off the clothes right away. but i couldn't. Guys are everywhere dowhh~ haha^^

anyway, we WON the explorace anyway. huhu^^

concert on this saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fesko.co-fes.moneyflow!

i used my money almost 50$ for a whole week after CNY holiday. Urghh! and it's all blamed to the fesko held in the campus! College Festival is fun indeed. We spent the whole day&night together. Me,Ika,Miroh,Due,Adli,Mat,Munir, etc always lepak near the 'bridge', chit chatting n ignoring the long lame bored speech by the hosts...haha^^ At nights, there were lots of stall selling various kind of things. It looks like pasar malam near my house. haha^^ during the days, many of games,quizzes,competitions for us to enjoy. I competed in Sudoku *for the sake of coupon* n lost in 2nd round. haha! dun care la...at least i DID participate in something. :)

Co-Fest ended on Saturday nite. we had to wear Arabic style.. since it was announced last minutee, i just wore my ordinary clothes. but since it's kinda ada rambu2 gitu, you got the feel la a lil bit. :P all the performances were OK. Couldn't enjoy much since Adli was beside me n he got SO many things to tell me. :D Anyway,it ended OK-ly. n I went back to the dorm nearly at 1am. Yeah..it's LATE.

Classes went back to normal the whole last week. But I somehow feels like I'm always in hurry. Dunno what I'm rushing for. haha^^

Finally!!! I got to play Squash~!! is it skuasy? squasy? skuash? confusedddddd!!!but you know what kind of sport is it rite? remember our Dato' Nicole Ann David? She's No.1 'this' player in the world~! The kind of sport that resembles tennis but we hit the ball toward the wall. wakakakaka^^ first time playing n i was bathing in sweat! my classmates were shouting behind my back, "Go Xera~! Go Xera~! you can DO it~!" (Note that: "Do it" is referred to losing my weight. ) =)

lost 1kg~!^^

marchie.auntie.hyukkie~!

It's Marchhhhhh! what's in March? It's Super Junior 2nd AsiaTour Concert in Malaysia~!!! I had a conversation with the auntie who's selling the ticket last two weeks. here's our conversation.

Me: Hello auntie ahh~

Auntie: Yeah..yeah.. wat do u want...? *she sounded sooooooo busy*

Me: i wanna ask ahh... do u still have suju's concert ticket?

Auntie: ahh~ have have~! which one do u want ah? other areas are sold out oredi. only left two pieces of rock zone(standing vip).

Me: oh really???? i take that two ticket ah auntie~! dun sell to other people ok. i want that two ticket. i'll bank in to u ahh..

Aunti: ok..ok.. u give me ur fon number. then i send u the account num. after u bank in, u hve to fax me the receipt. dun forget to put ur name,what ticket u buy, n ur fon number tgede with the receipt.

Me: Ok..ok.. i understand. dun sell to other people ehh? i might be late in banking in bcos i live far away from bank. ok..ok...after i bank in, i'll fax those thing to you auntie.

Auntie: OK2..

i was sweating hard when i heard our Hyukkie got Swine Flu. will he join the concert? will he come to malaysia? can i see him dancing? those are some thoughts that appeared in my mind. ANYway, he's recovering now. no more worries~!

the reality is, i hven't banked in the money. but i will.tomorrow. :)

anyway, that is Malaysians' English. :) i couldn't help but to LOL-ing at our conversation. My english is better than that. i guess. :P